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    Monday, January 3rd, 2011
    2:34 am
    @@@@@I don't want you to think it ain't
    @@@@@I don't want you to think it ain't appreciated Indefinably, Stanley felt superior to Goldstein once more; his voice, warm, pliable, had the faintest touch of condescensionHe was the noncom talking to the rookieEffectively, he had forgotten that two minutes before he had waited tensely for Goldstein to say that he liked him
    Goldstein was pleased, and yet his satisfaction was cloyedThat's what it's like in the Army, he told himselfThe opinion of a youngster is so important
    Wilson was moaning againThey stopped talking, and turned about in their blankets, propped on their elbows to listenBrown, with a sigh, had sat up, and was trying to soothe him"What's the matter, boy, what's the matter?" he asked softly, as if trying to comfort a puppy
    "Ohh, mah belly is killin' me
    Brown wiped away his perspiration"Who's this talking to you, Wilson?"
    "That's you, Brown, ain't it?"
    "YeahWilson must be betterIt was the first time he had recognized him"How're you feelin', Wilson?"
    "Ah'm okay, but Ah cain't see a damn thing
    Wilson began to giggle weakly"Ah thought that hole in mah belly made me blind He worked his mouth dryly, and in the darkness it sounded like the tense choking murmurs of a woman in grief He seemed to roll on the stretcher"Where the hell am I?"
    "We're takin' you back to the beach, Stanley and Goldstein and Ridges and me
    Wilson digested this slowly"Ah'm out of the patrol, huh?"
    "Yeah, all of us, boy"Ah bet Croft was mad as a goosed
    2:26 am
    @@@@@Croft felt a mild affection for himThis
    @@@@@Croft felt a mild affection for himThis Stanley kid ain't too bad, he told himself
    The deck under their feet shuddered as the boat slapped against a few wavesThe sun was almost down, and the sky overhead was clouding overIt was the least bit chill, and they drew closer to light cigarettes
    Gallagher had worked his way up to the bowHe stood quiet beside them, his thin knotted body shivering a littleThey listened to the water sloshing about the bottom of the boat"One minute you're hot, and then you're cold," Gallagher muttered
    Stanley smiled at himHe felt it necessary to be tactful with Gallagher since his wife had died and it irked himBasically, he had only contempt for Gallagher and annoyance, for Gallagher made him uncomfortable"How're you feeling, boy?" Stanley said, however But Gallagher was depressedThe grayness of the sky made him mournful; he had been exceptionally sensitive to the moods of the weather since Mary's death, and often now he languished in a gentle melancholy close to easy tearsHe felt little volition, and surprisingly little bitterness; the fa?ade of anger remained, even erupted occasionally in a spate of profanity, but Red and Wilson and one or two of the others had recognized the change"Yeah, I'm all right," he muttered againStanley's sympathy irritated him, for he sensed it to be false; Gallagher was more perceptive now
    He wondered why he had come up beside them, and thought of moving back to his cot, but it was warmer hereThe bow lurched and bumped under his feet and he grunted"How long are they gonna keep us here like goddam sardines?" he growled
    Croft and Stanley, after a pause, were talking about the patrol again, and Gallagher listened with resentment"You know what the mother-fugger'll be like?" he blurted"We'll be lucky to get out of there with our goddam heads on He felt a quick remorse which was mixed with fe
    Sunday, January 2nd, 2011
    2:34 am
    @@@@@Her grandfather must be much, much richer
    @@@@@Her
    grandfather must be much, much richer than she'd imaginedWhen
    Jamie
    introduced her as Pierre Robillard's granddaughter, the man nearly
    split his britches bowing and scrapingScarlett smiled, remembering
    Then, after Jamie left, when I told him I wanted to rent a safe box and
    transfer a half million to it, I thought he'd swoon at my feetI
    don't care what anybody says, having lots of money is the best thing
    in
    the world"I can't stay late," she told Jamie when he arrived"I
    hope that's all rightYou won't mind walking me back by
    eight-thirty?"
    "I'll be honored to walk you anywhere at any time at all," Jamie
    vowed
    Scarlett truly had no idea that she wouldn't be back until almost
    dawn
    evening started quietly enoughSo quietly, in fact, that Scarlett was
    disappointedShe'd been expecting music and dancing and some kind
    of
    celebration, but Jamie escorted her to the now familiar kitchen of
    his houseMaureen greeted her with a kiss on each cheek and a cup
    of
    tea in her hand, then returned to the preparation of supper
    Scarlett sat down next to Uncle James, who was dozingJamie took
    off
    his coat, unbuttoned hisvest, and lit a pipe, then settled down in a
    rocking chair for a quiet smokeMary Kate and Helen were setting the
    table in the adjoining dining room, chattering to one another over the
    rattle of knives and forksIt was a comfortable family scene, but not
    very excitingStill, thought Scarlett, at least there's going to be
    supperI knew Aunt Pauline and Aunt Eulalie must be wrong about
    the
    whole fasting nonsenseNobody would live on only one meal a day for
    weeks and weeks on purpose
    After a few minutes the shy girl with the cloud of beautiful dark hair
    came in from the hall with little Jacky by the hand"Oh, there you
    are, Kathleen," said JamieScarlett made a mental note of the name
    It suited the girl, so soft and youthful"Bring the little man to
    his ol
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    Therefore-lesson four: you will follow my instructions for your
    behavior at all public appearances until the Season is endedNo
    head-hanging chagrin, my petIt's not your style and it would only
    add fuel to the fire of gossipYou will hold your curled head high
    and continue your relentless pursuit of lost youthBut you will
    distribute your attentions more evenly new cartier among the beguiled male
    populationI will be happy to advise you which gentlemen to favor
    In fact I will insist on giving you advice His hands released her
    wrists and closed over her shoulders, thrusting her away"Lesson
    five: you will do exactly what I tell you to do Away from the heat
    of Rhett's body, the wet silk nightdress felt like ice on Scarlett's
    breasts and gucci replica stomachShe crossed her arms over herself for warmth,
    but
    it was uselessHer mind was as icy as her body, and the things he
    had
    said rang clearly through ithe had been laughing
    at her he was concerned only with his "convenience How dare
    he?
    How dare he laugh at her in public and revile her to his skin and throw
    her around in her own room like a sack of meal? A hermes kelly bag "Charleston
    gentleman" was as much a lie as a "Charleston lady Two-faced,
    lying,
    double-dealing- Scarlett lifted her fists to hit him, but he was still
    gripping her shoulders, and her baIled hands fell ineffectually on
    his chest
    She twisted and broke freeRhett raised his palms to ward off her
    blows, and laughter rumbled low in his brown throatScarlett lifted
    her silver chanel hands-only to push her wild hair back from her face
    "You can save your breath, Rhett ButlerI'll need no advice from you
    because I won't be here to ignore itI hate your precious Charleston,
    and I despise everybody in it, especially youI'm leaving
    tomorrow
    She faced him head-on, her hands on her hips, her head high, her chin
    outHer body was visibly trembling in the clinging chanel purses
    Saturday, January 1st, 2011
    2:34 am
    @@@@@ I tried another avenue of searching, hoping
    @@@@@
    I tried another avenue of searching, hoping for clearer responsesWhat was her goal? She
    would find… Sharon–I fished out the name–and they would…
    I hit a wall
    It was a blank, a nothingI tried to circle around it, but I couldn't find the edges of the voidIt
    was as if the information I sought had been erased
    As if this brain had been damaged
    Anger flashed through me, hot and wildI gasped in surprise at the unexpected reactionI'd
    heard of the emotional instability of these human bodies, but this was beyond my ability to
    anticipateIn eight full lives, I'd never had an emotion touch me with such force
    I felt the blood pulse through my neck, pounding behind my earsMy hands tightened into fists
    The machines beside me reported the acceleration of my heartbeatsThere was a reaction in the
    room: the sharp tap of the Seeker's shoes approached me, mingled with a quieter shuffle that
    must have been the Healer
    “Welcome to Earth, Wanderer,” the female voice said
    CHAPTER 3
    Resisted
    She won't recognize the new name,” the Healer murmured
    A new sensation distracted meSomething pleasant, a change in the air as the Seeker stood at
    my sideSomething different than the sterile, odorless roomPerfume, my
    new mind told meFloral, lush…
    “Can you hear me?” the Seeker asked, interrupting my analysis“Are you aware?”
    “Take your time,” the Healer urged in a softer voice than the one he had used before
    I did not open my eyesI didn't want to be distractedMy mind gave me the words I needed,
    and the tone that would convey what I couldn't say without using many wor
    2:26 am
    @@@@@ He had gone to Diplomatic Relations
    @@@@@
    He had gone to Diplomatic Relations yesterday afternoon, having requested a short routine
    meeting with OgilvieDuring the extremely innocuous and very friendly conference, Rodchenko
    had waited for his opening—an opening he had engineered with precision, having done his
    research
    “You spend summers on Cape Cod, da?” the general had said
    “For me it’s weekends mainlyMy wife and the children are there for the season
    “When I was posted in Washington, I had two great American friends on Cape CodI spent
    several lovely, as you say, weekends with themPerhaps you know my friends, the Frosts—
    Hardleigh and Carol Frost?”
    “Of course I doLike myself, he’s an attorney, specializes in maritime lawThey live down the
    shore road in Dennis
    “A very attractive lady, the Frost womanDid you ever attempt to recruit her husband for your firm?”
    “NoFrost, Goldfarb and O’Shaunessy; they cover the waterfront, as it were, in
    Massachusetts
    “I feel I almost know you, MrOgilvie, if only through mutual friends
    “I’m sorry we never met at the Cape
    “Well, perhaps, I can take advantage of our near meeting—through mutual friends—and ask of
    you a favor, far less than the convenience I understand my government willingly affords you
    “I’ve been given to understand the convenience is mutual,” said Ogilvie
    “Ahh, I know nothing of such diplomatic matters, but it is conceivable that I could intervene on
    your behalf if you would cooperate with us—with my small, although not insignificant,
    department
    Robert Ludlum ?? THE BOURNE ULTIMATUM
    377
    “What is it?”
    “There is a priest, a socially oriented militant priest, who claims to be a Marxist agitator well
    known to the courts of New York CityHe arrived only hours ago and demands a clandestine
    meeting only hours from nowThere is simply no time to verify his claims, but as he insists he has
    a history of legal ‘persecutions’ in the courts of New York, as well as many photographs in the
    newspapers, you might recognize him
    “I probably could, if he is who he says he is
    “Da! And one way or another, we will certainly let it be known how you cooperated with us
    It had been arrang
    Friday, December 31st, 2010
    2:34 am
    @@@@@I'm not talking about coming back to
    @@@@@I'm not talking about
    coming back to Minnesota, necessarily, just
    goingWill you think about it?"
    "Yes But not until I saw what was in the red
    picnic basketAnd not until I'd made at least one
    trip to the south end of the KeyAnd I thought I
    could do thatBecause Ilse was the one who'd
    gotten sick, not meAll I'd had was one of my
    red-tinged flashbacks to the accidentAnd that
    phantom itch
    783
    "Be well, EdgarI don't know exactly what's
    become of you, but there's still enough of the old
    you to love She stood on tiptoe in her white
    sandals - bought specially for this trip, I had no
    doubt - and planted another soft kiss on my
    stubbly cheek"Thank you for last night
    "No thanks required," she said
    She squeezed my handThen she was up the stairs
    and gone
    vi
    Outside Delta departures againThis time without
    Jack
    "Just you and me, Miss Cookie," I said"Looks
    like we closed down the bar
    Then I saw she was crying and wrapped my arm
    around her
    "Daddy, I wish I could stay here with youStudy for your test and knock the
    hell out of itLooked at me anxiously"You'll
    be okay?"
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    "Yes
    She gave me a hearty smack on the mouth - to make
    up for the one her mother had held back on,
    perhaps - and went in through the sliding doors
    2:26 am
    @@@@@Maybe I could do that much and the pictures
    @@@@@Maybe I could
    do that much and the pictures would carry meI'd
    585
    have to hope they wouldOnly when I looked at my
    page of notes, I saw that not only was it torn
    straight down the middle, my sweat had blurred the
    jottings so badly I could no longer make them out
    Either that or stress had created a short circuit
    between my eyes and my brainAnd what was the
    first slide, anyway? A mailbox painting? Sunset
    with Sophora? I was almost positive neither of
    those was right
    Now everyone was sittingThe applause was
    finishedIt was time for the American Primitive
    to open his mouth and ululateThree rows back,
    sitting on the aisle, was that nozzy birch Mary
    Ire, with what looked like a porthand shad open on
    her lapHe'd gotten me into
    this, but I bore him no anusI only wanted to
    apologize with my eyes for what was coming
    I'll be in the front row, he'd saidJack, my housekeeper Juanita, Jimmy
    Yoshida, and Alice Aucoin were sitting on
    Wireman's leftAnd on his right, on the aisle -
    The man on the aisle had to be a hallucinationI
    blinked, but he was still thereA vast face, dark
    and calmA figure crammed so tightly into the
    586
    plush auditorium seat it seemed it might take a
    crowbar to get him out again: Xander Kamen,
    peering up at me through his enormous horn-rimmed
    glasses and looking more like a minor god than
    everObesity had canceled his lap, but balanced
    on the bulge of his belly was a ribbon-garnished
    gift box about three feet longHe saw my surprise
    - my shock - and made a gesture: not a wave but an
    odd, beneficent salute, putting the tips of his
    fingers first to his massive brow, then to his
    lips, then holding his hand out to me with the
    fingers spreadI could see the pallor of his palm
    He smiled up at me, as if his presence here in the
    first row of the Geldbart Auditorium next to my
    friend Wireman were the most natural thing in the
    worldHis large lips formed four words, one after
    the other: You can do thisIf I thought away from this
    momentIf I thought sideways
    I thought of Wireman - Wireman looking west, to be
    exact - and my opening line came back to
    Thursday, December 30th, 2010
    2:34 am
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    My neighbor works for a major computer companyHe has been there 25 yearsIn five more years he will leave the company with $4 million in his 401k retirement planIt is invested mostly in high-growth mutual funds, which he will convert to bonds and government securitiesHe'll only be 55 when he gets out, and he will have -a passive cash flow of over $300,000 a year, more than he makes from his salary So it can be done, even if you hate losing or hate riskBut you must start early and definitely set up a retirement plan, and you should hire a financial planner you trust to guide you before investing in anything
    But what if you don't have much time left or would like to retire early? How do you handle the fear of losing money?
    My poor dad did nothingHe simply avoided the issue, refusing to discuss the subject
    My rich dad, on the other hand, recommended that I think like a Texan "I like Texas and Texans," he used to say "In Texas, everything is biggerWhen Texans win, they win bigAnd when they lose, it's spectacular
    "They like losing?" I asked
    "That's not what I'm sayingShow me a happy loser, and I'll show you a loser," said rich dad"It's a Texan's attitude toward risk, reward and failure I'm talking aboutIt's how they handle lifeNot like most of the people around here, living like roaches when it comes to moneyRoaches terrified that someone will shine a light on themWhimpering when the grocery clerk short changes them a quarter
    Rich dad went on to explain
    "What I like best is the Texas attitude
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    There was a long silence between usIt was dawning on me that I was giving my son the same advice my parents had given meThe world around us has changed, but the advice hasn't
    Getting a good education and making good grades no longer ensures success, and nobody seems to have noticed, except our children
    "Mom," he continued, "I don't want to classic chanel bag work as hard as you and dad doYou make a lot of money, and we live in a huge house with lots of toysIf I follow your advice, I'll wind up like you, working harder and harder only to pay more taxes and wind up in debtThere is no job security anymore; I know all about downsizing and rightsizingI also know that college graduates today earn less than you did when you graduatedThey don't make nearly as much money as they used toI know I can't rely on gucci tote Social Security or company pensions for retirementHe needed new answers, and so did IMy parents' advice may have worked for people born before 1945, but it may be disastrous for those of us born into a rapidly changing worldNo longer can I simply say to my children, "Go to school, get good grades, and look for a safe, secure job
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    Wednesday, December 29th, 2010
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    In twenty minutes he had reached the rock shelf where they had been ambushedHe squatted in the woods behind it and examined the ledge for several minutes before advancing againAnd then behind the ledge he watched the field and the grove where the Japanese had fired at themIn the moonlight the field was a wan silver and the grove an cartier santos 100 impenetrable black-green far deeper than the blanched transparent shadows that surrounded itBehind him and to his right he could feel the huge body of the mountain glowing oddly in the darkness like a vast monument illumined by spotlights
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    2:26 am
    @@@@@Only the smell of fish remains together with
    @@@@@Only the smell of fish remains together with the dung balls, the tar, the rich uncertain odors of the smoked meats in the delicatessen windows
    The candy store is at the end of the street, a tiny place with grease in the ledges of the window, and rust replacing the paintThe front window slides open doubtfully to make a counter where people can buy things from the street, but the window is cracked and dust settles on the candyInside there is a narrow marble counter and an aisle about two feet wide for the customers who stand on the eroded oilclothIn the summer it is sticky, and the pitch comes off on one's shoesOn the counter are two glass jars with metal covers and a bent ladling spoon containing essence of cherry, essence of orange(Coca-Cola is not yet in vogue Between them is a tan moist cube of halvah on a block of woodThe flies are sluggish, and one has to prod them before they fly away
    There is no way to keep the place cleanGoldstein, Joey's mother, is an industrious woman, and every morning and night she sweeps out the place, washes the counter, dusts the candy, and scrubs the floor, but the grime is too ancient, it has bedded into the deepest crevices of the store, the house next door, the street beyond, it has spread into the pores and cells of everything alive and unaliveThe store cannot remain clean, and every week it is a little dirtier, a little more suppurated with the caries of the street

    The old man Moshe Sefardnick sits in the rear of the place on a camp stoolThere is never any work for him to do and indeed he is too old for it, too bewilderedThe old man has never been able to understand AmericaIt is too large, too fast, the ordered suppressed castes of centuries wither here; people are always in fluxHis neighbors become wealthier, move away from the East Side to Brooklyn, to the Bronx, to the upper West Side; some of them lose their little businesses, drift farther down the street to another hovel, or migrate to the countryHe has been a peddler himself; in the spring before the first World War, he has carried his goods on his back, tramped the dirt roads through small New Jersey towns, selling scissors and thread and needlesBut he has never understood it and now in his sixties he is prematurely senile, an old man relegated to the back of a tiny candy store, drifting in Talmudic halls of thought(If a man hath a worm on his brain, it may be removed by laying a cabbage leaf near the orifice onto which the worm will crawl
    His grandson, Joey, now seven, comes home from school weeping, a bruise on his faceMa, they beat me up, they beat me up, they called me sheenie
    Who did, who was it?
    It was the Italian kids, a whole gang, they beat me up
    The sounds move in the old man's mind, alter his thought streamAn undependable people; in the Inquisition they let the Jews in at Genoa, but at Na
    Monday, December 27th, 2010
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    "Tell me more about Ireland," she saidThere was plenty of coffee
    left in the pot"Ah, it's a rare beautiful island," said Colum
    softlyHe talked with love in his lilting voice about green hills
    crowned with castles, of rushing streams rimmed with flowers and
    leaping with fish, of dior saddle walking between fragrant hedgerows in misty rain,
    of music everywhere, of a sky wider and higher than any other sky
    with
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    "You sound almost as homesick as Kathleen Colum laughed at
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    "I won't weep when the ship sails, it's trueThere's none cartier santos 100 who admire
    America more than I do, and I look forward to visiting, but I will not
    shed a tear when the ship sails for homeI don't know what I'll do without Kathleen
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    people
    "I couldn't do that
    "It would be a grand tiffany wholesale adventureIreland's beautiful any time, but in
    the spring the tenderness of it would break your heart
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    away Scarlett scented gossip
    "Why would you want to send that sweet girl away?" Colum smiled
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    2:26 am
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    @@@@@"Please give this
    to your mother," she said to Rosemary
    "Goodbye, Scarlett," said Rhett's sister
    She stood in the door- way to watch Scarlett and her maid and her
    luggage move off down the streetRhett hadn't been so well
    organized
    when he departed late the night beforeShe had begged him not to
    go
    because he'd looked so unwellBut he had kissed her goodbye and
    set
    off into the darkness on footIt wasn't hard to figure out that
    somehow Scarlett was driving him awayWith slow deliberate
    movements
    Rosemary struck a match and burned Scarlett's note"Good
    riddance,"
    she said aloudclapped her hands with delight when the hackney
    pulled
    up in front of Grandfather Robillard's houseIt was pink, just like
    Miss Eleanor had saidTo think that I didn't even notice when I
    visited before! Well, no matter, it was so long ago; what counts is
    nowShe hurried up one curving arm of the double iron-railed steps
    and through the opened doorHer aunts and Pansy could see to the
    luggage, she was dying with curiosity about the inside of the house
    Yes, it was pink everywhere-pink and white and goldThe walls were
    pink, and the covers on the chairs, and the draperiesWith shiny
    white woodwork and columns, all trimmed with glimmering gilt
    Everything looked perfect, too, not peeling and shabby like the paint
    and fabrics in most of the houses in Charleston and AtlantaWhat a
    perfect place to be when Rhett came after herHe'd see that her
    family was every bit as important and impressive as his
    Her eyes moved rapidly, assessing the value of the meticulously
    maintained furnishings she could see through the open door to the
    drawing roomWhy, she could paint every wall of Tara, inside and
    out,
    for what it must cost to gold leaf the plastered ceiling cornersThe
    old skinflint! Grandfather never sent a penny to help me after the
    War, and he doesn't do a thing for the aunts, eitherScarlett
    prepared for battleHer aunts were terrified of their father, but she
    was
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